i’m sorry to hear, Rae, that your ex broke up with you and i hope you’ll find someone to share your love with soon.
To add to my original post, i’d forgotten to mention that my hair is in a feminine style. i do use hot curlers and my Wife decides on my hair style, which changes occasionally.
Also i wear bikini panties because my chastity cage is metal and kind of heavy and snug panties help support the weight.