I’m having the same issue in reverse I’ve met at least 15 in the last year. It’s frustrating and depressing, I’m starting to think something is wrong with me. Why can’t I find what I am looking for I’m extremely submissive and obedient. I even told a few to break me down and build me up into what you want me be. And yes I even sent money to a couple of them. I want to give up but I can’t she’s out there she just has to come save me