Hello
Some facts about me
– was born in URSS
– left by my parents in age 8 months
– childhood with my grandparents
– a lot of love during this period
– my grandfather was a colonel
– had everything what i could for my grandparents for continue to be loved
– first make up in 9 y.o.
– from 9 to 16 y.o. regulary crossdressing with my aunt’s clothes
– my best friend left me his keys and i stayed in his house alone crossdressing in his mother’s or his sister’s clothes (12-15 y.o.) few times by week.
– met a 55 y.o. man in my 16 y.o.
– after a long period of doubts, took a women clothes, perruque and wigs for join my 55 y.o. men. When arrived to him, his friend inform me that he was killed by the robber few weeks ago.
– accept that this “crazy idea to be a non-man” is a mistake
– 18-21 y.o. work and study, completely frustrated
– 21 y.o. moment of courage. take a polish visa, come to german-polish board, swim in the night in the boarder river Oder in october.
– stay in Germany 6 month, start to realize my dream, but had a negative decision from immigration office
– go to Switzerland with 50 euros
– stayed in Switzerland 2,5 years
– called by my mother in Belarus by blackmailing of shit (if you don’t come i will go to the 12th stages roof and jumping down) I had 1 and 3 y.o. sister and brother and probabilty to jump was low,…but if…so i came
– bought an appartement toghether with mom for stabilize the future of my sister and brother
– finished a study, work for ministry of education as a journaliste in their official weekly
– met a woman, very happy period with pegging, feminization etc.
– fucking crise of 2008/09!!!
– couple breaks
– start o relathionship with mature Daddy from St.Martin, was ready to try Transgender way with him
– my grandfather dead by accident in bathroom
– organized everything after this event (administration, funeral, heritage etc.) alone
– stop my work in Ministry, joined an opposition by principe for presidential campaigne of one of underdogs
– accused by government in organization of putsch
– left Belarus come to France
– administration troubles, shitty work, learning “le français” (suicide!!!)
– met an older woman for living my sissy / crossdressing life with her
– she don’t like it and love me, but can not accept this
– “Hello Some facts about me….”